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I could talk about them for hours. And by them, there's a few people.
The Sturniolo Triplets, Jake & Johnnie, Sam & Colby, Tara, Tommy, etc.
I tend to (mentally) cling onto people I don't know.
YouTubers, Singers/Song writers, Streamers.
I tend to get attached to them because I don't know how to process the things I want to say, and they help me with that, I guess?
But, what happens after watching them..
I steal mannerisms from them. Things they say, how they talk, how they act, the kinds of videos they make I have to mimic otherwise I'll never be good enough.
I do what they do, because if i'm myself then I'm not good. I cant "be myself" because I dont even remember who "I" am because I've altered myself so many fucking times.
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