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I am being sent to a karate class on Saturday. I'm going to it every Saturday. To others this may seem amazing, and a very happy occasion, but I have a lot of trauma surrounding karate and I dread going back. It's like 5 states away from my old karate but I am still terrified that my husband will find me there. Why am I so afraid, you ask? Well, basically, for starters, we had Coach Shendi. She would just scream and scream and scream. You couldn't ask for a pencil without getting screamed at. There was just constant yelling and I couldn't take it. (I'm not good with loud noises) The nicest thing she ever said to me was "Hello". She had a son named Camden. He was like 5 at the time, and I was 9. I was a lesbian and was secretly dating my friend Milla. So when Camden started following me around, I thought nothing of it. Then, one day, he asked me if I would marry him. I was so scared of what his mom would do to me that I said yes. (NOT A PEDO JESUS CHRIST NO) The next year and 8 months of my life were hell. I was pretending to be his perfect little wife. Then, on the night of the Winter Party, he touched me in a way that I will not describe here. I moved away a while ago and I now live in fear that he will find me.
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Am having difficulty understanding some of your post eg how young children can be married or know their sexuality but never the less itโs very sad you suffered this horrible abuse and hopefully getting back to karate will help you smash your way through the pain. It takes a great deal of emotional strength to confront things like this so all credit to you
ReplyMeant to say 19 and 15. Sorry! Also I did not marry him legally.
Replywhat??? i cannot understand this... how old are you? what the hell is going on
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