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There’s so much going on inside my brain . Maybe the title broken friendship would seem many people as common topic but in reality it hurts it gives oneself social anxiety. Today I want to confess something . I want to apologise one of my friend. She will always be dear to me no matter how far we both have gone to eachother emotionally. I just want to say that I didn’t cheat her though my love was pure for her …my intentions were never wrong for her . I have always treated her as a small kido deep down in my heart . She hates me now because she got to know that I was fake to her . Earlier such things happened I justified myself but on repeat such things happen even I started feeling suffocation at some point . I am in my prep phase I myself was going I through a lot including family education personal life crisis everything of mine falling apart so I just isolated myself lil bit to heal and have a nice comeback . Introverted myself socially because I was curing my habit of taking things to heart (but there’s a things only those who are close to me I only use to take their words heartily not anyone’s) I reduced timing of using phone and all and m texting to people limited very limited because I found peace in that not talking (because in my prep phase my energy use to be drown so much that I just felt like not talking much and taking rest in leftover times or watching good stuffs to make myself feel well) but later on my friend joined gym there was this one bully girl from my school who use to hate me and I use to hate her just vibe never matched she utter bad words about me and started saying rubbish things to my friend about me . I explained myself but as I said I was also tired of everything so I didn’t explain her much though I wanted to but I was extremely exhausted by heart . Things ended we both are not talking anymore I was disturbed and is disturb time to time and got to know she has also turned stone heart type we both have kind of stopped believing in best friend stuffs I know this is for a time being as we move on in future maybe we both will make friends but the wounds that has been given to me by her words (those words always use to me very rude sounding even on normal days ) maybe it will take a long time and same vice versa the pain she is in too . I just hope her a great life ahead and I want to say her that I will always admire you ! A friend I’ll indeed never forget in my life . I never cheated you I always tried my best to protect you from those shitty people whom you think they are good because they had been many of times mocked about you and I fought with them for you I never told you these things because you would have got hurt . I was also hurt though friendship ended but I never expected you’ll meet my ex and would celebrate his bday on your insta story wish and all although you knew how much that person has broken me earlier from inside but still you …. Even he is also not a nice person to you because he hated you when he and I were together he use to mock about your weight and I fought and one day I argue for you only when you said me that he didn’t wish you on your bday and because of that I heard a lot of toxic things from him and my rltn ended (though relation was meant to end because the energy I was receiving was of deceive though I gave him a lot of chances) . Remember my good vibes would always stay with you and I pray you may get a friend you protect and support you but I’ll again say I never cheated you !!!! You were like a family member to me !!! Those days of spending time together in eachother houses and being free to eachother maybe that kind of friendship won’t be there again of mine with anyone . I’m sorry if unintentionally also if you are in pain I am sorry my …….. goodbye take care love you ❤️
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