My Timed Entry

well hello everyone. One of my really good friends had a pretty major life event happen this past Sunday and I wasn't invited to it. It was the type of event where you could only invite 2 people and I guess I didn't make the cut. I think what hurts is that I thought we were very close. I thought I was more to them than that. I don't know. I moved away after college so we grew apart but I was still keeping in touch and they were too. So I'm happy for them and their big life event, but also a bit sad because I feel hurt that I wasn't invited (FOMO lol) and I don't know what this means for our friendship...I hope we don't get farther away because of this incident. And I get in my head like were they trying to send me a message by not inviting me. They are not a malicious person and I would never think that they would do something like that. I feel that the people they chose to take with them weren't super close with them-at least when they were going through the really hard stuff. Like I saw them through a breakup, an artistic reawakening, and the end of college-like big life stuff. And again we grew apart in terms of distance but I don't feel we grew apart in terms of how strong our friendship was. Just feel kind of betrayed. Not trying to take it personally and trying to just lift them up and this incredible moment they are having in their lives, but again it just feels hurtful. Not sure where to go from here. I don't think I should talk to them about it at least right now I think that will make it worse. They won't be able to enjoy this life event and I don't want that for them. Anyways that's my word vomit. Thanks for coming.