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Right now I feel like, whatever
1 week ago · 2 · Explicit
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I just took a bunch of prescribed meds and I'm drinking a beer. And in doing all that, I guess I just feel normal. Depressed. Just like always. Always since like the 3rd grade. I do have something to live for though. My baby kitty cat. I got all kinds of art supplies. And I can always afford alcohol. I just wish that I could run right through that finish line sometimes. I wish life wasn't so hard. my parents sweep me right under the rug. They won't get me help. I have schizoaffective and ya know whatever the fuck that means I don't know. I honestly truly feel like I'm being haunted but no one cares. No one wants to help me. They'd rather see me rot on whatever street I lie up on. Ok that's fine. Once my cat passes away I'm not going to give a fuck about anything. I'll go find me a swamp and shoot myself and hope I'm never found. It's bs cuz I got on Medicare once because I couldn't find a job. No one gave a fuck about my cat. No one helped out. My mom told me that they're not going to payy way if I needed disability. Fuck them. Fuck them all. This family fucking sucks. We're all just miserable every sibgle one of us. We are all miserable. It's time to cut ties and get shit over with. Dad, fuck your money and go shove it straight up your fucking ass you greedy piece of shit. Mom, you can join him that while yiu both go straight to hell. Brother, fucking learn how to choke me out til I'm fucking dead, thats the fucki g least you can do for me.
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Im sorry
I hope things improve for you. Dont give up.
ReplySit your family down with you and have a meeting to sort things out.
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