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i recently turned 18, and i’ve been depressed on and off since i was 13. i’ve had to deal with OCD all my life. i’ve gone through 3 therapists, 4 different antidepressants, and countless up and downs. i start college soon and i think after years of falling down and picking myself up, this might be the end. i’m so unbelievably tired. i’m sick of having hope and things not working out. i’m tired of being disappointed. i’m tired of feeling alone. i say i keep myself alive for my family, but i don’t know if that’s enough anymore. i’m tired of suffering every day. not just mentally, but physically too because i have a chronic illness. i’m just not seeing anything at all to keep trying so hard for. to stay alive for. i don’t have any goals or ambitions. why am i staying alive? why am i going to work or doing these assignments? i cannot take it anymore. i just want to be at peace. the only time im truly at peace is when im asleep.
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I felt depressed before, and that was the worst thing I had to deal with mentally.
I’m sorry for your chronic illness; the worst pain I’ve felt was really painful.
Remember that new days can replenish hope.
Just because we feel bad, we wouldn’t want for even worse things to happen to us, right?
Lastly, we all dream of finding peace, but that could only happen in life; it is true that d.eath brings relief, but then you don’t feel anything.
I send you a hug and I hope things get better for you. 🤗
ReplyGirl save ur breath. Trust me. The more you talk the more repulsed he gets.. just shut up.. Only God can heal him..
ReplySleeping is a great scape for everyday life. Sleeping offers a release of what the world is and is about to be. Your family is your greatest strength. Be open to them. Or write down how you feel and give that letter to someone you trust the most. I understand the feeling. I know how it is.
You are your greatest strength too.
I wish I could help you with your self image. I know how it is to have it distorted and bruised. I had chronic depression. I couldn't look at myself without thinking something awful. It was so hardwired that I had to push through to allow myself to think of my persona under a different light.
If you're open to it, slowly, allow yourself to think better of yourself. Allow yourself to think In the wonders you can create and help others that are going the same tests as you.
I believe in you.
ReplyIt's so hard isn't it? Your condition might be a lot worse than what I'm going through, and it's so hard to say something good when I myself have been losing hope for quite some time now. I don't even have friends or therapists to talk with. Despite that, I just want to give you a hug, and tell you that tomorrow we get up again and try.
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