I am jelous of this person ..

I am jelous of this girl . We used to be classmates . She is someone who was always an all rounder, good at anything she puts her hand in , pretty , can sing , dance, draw , get good grades , popular , self dependant, soft spoken , witty and even was dating at that time and it's not even like she was only average at all of these things.. she was actually extraordinary in all of them ..

Whereas I was only good at studying ( that was the sole reason why everyone knew of me , or else i would just be a forgotten quiet weird child in the class ) ... now we all have passed our schools graduated our colleges and she still has it all .. She has a really solid career, earning quiet well , probably living in with her boyfriend and gotten even more beautiful, has a youtube channel and tonnes of instagram followers... all of these things makes me feel jelous of her .. I know she must have had her fair share of problems in life ... but watching her makes me feel insecure about myself that we came from same place but are living completely opposite life .... I do feel happy for her.... but I hope that one day I could look at her just like anybody else and not stalk her instagram or youtube channels ( it makes me feel worse ) and won't feel little by looking at her ...

And I hope she gets all the happiness she deserves.