Just need to vent

tired of people treating me or mistreating me I'm tired of people gaslighting me I deserve to be treated with respect .most times I'm awesome person it's one of those things where it's like I want to be able to go out and live life again and work again make money again have friendships have relationships interact with family again but all of this conversations and accusations that have been going on lately have been really frustrating I'm innocent person I don't understand why people would try to put me through this and conversations and accusations that have been going on lately have been really frustrating I'm an innocent person I don't understand why people would do this to me I want to have people that will get to know me based on them wanting to get to know me.I'm tired of people instigating me to confront certain people when I was in a psych ward that's kind of what I constantly ended up doing was confronting confronting confronting and confronting people and it ended up me getting into like several altercations almost and it's like for ones I would like somebody else to be like have my back and be like what y'all have been doing to him is not cool and y'all need to stop.I've been gas lit before it wasn't really fair like I don't deserve to be gas lit I haven't really mistreated anybody on purpose but it's been one of those things where it's like I could actually meet people that what I actually be generous and actually give a chance at getting to know me despite all the stuff others have heard because I can be a really cool person .I've had people try to mess with my head I've held strong but after a while you get tired of that happening to you so you try to reach out for help and see if there is anyone else has gone through similar situations. I have talked to AI and chat gpt about a lot of my problems but I want to talk to actual individuals that are genuine.