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I want everything to end . End of pain and sufferings. I should've been dead. I don't want to live any more. I am a student who is preparing for a very competitive exam. Preparation comes with lot of stress, depression ,pressure and expectations. I am also attending school side by side. All you need at the end of the day is your family's support. I also yearn for that. Though I have some really supportive parents, I sometimes want them to know that I can't handle school and coaching at the same time. It's very difficult handling both simultaneously. You fail or score low marks in any exam either at school or coaching. Yesterday my school periodic exam's result were out. I know I scored poor marks like 12/20 . But I was cool and stress free. When my mother showed the sheets to my brother, he scolded me like anything. I felt like I am the only one who is fool and the most dumbest human. Though I do have some thoughts of leaving home or moving out but now I am seriously considering just because of my brother. He behaves like he never committed any mistake or anything. He has been hindering my preparation since the beginning. He gives me wrong advices and all.
I know I shouldn't talk about my family like that but I just wanted to let out and cool my mind. I might be wrong here and not understand their perspective but thats for sure that my mother always takes my brothers side.
Hakuna matata
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Be patient and kind with yourself. As you grow older, you realize grades and school work are not everything. You will find your place in life, but dont make a mountain out of an ant hill. I never got good grades but find myself living a very satisfying and fulfilling life.
I hate to hear that you want everything to end. It would be wise to speak with professional that can help you navigate your emotions better. I bet you are an amazing and incredibly genuine person. Just be kind and patient to yourself, and remember this time in your life is only a small phase. You will be onto such bigger and better things in the very near future.
I will be rooting for you from a far, and pray you find the patience, and fortitude to rise above your current issues, to make way for better days.
ReplyThank you soo muchhh it's hard to find such genuine commdnts ♥️
ReplyThank you soo muchhh it's hard to find such genuine comments♥️
ReplyThank you soo muchhh it's hard to find such genuine comments♥️
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