Last chat. Last how are you. 19 May 2024

I never speak ill of you and I will never.

I don't blame you, and I'll never.

What happened needs to happen for me to grow.

To wake up from my reality. To know what I wanted to do in life.

To know what I wanted in a partner.

I respect your personal space, I respect it more the second time around.

I can't climb your walls. I don't wanna climb anymore.

No more chasing.

Thanks for showing me that you never cared for me at all.

I loved you. You'll always have a special place in my heart.

You liked cats, but I'm like a dog who needs constant assurance and attention. I believe I am Lovable and worth it. I deserve a guy who will delete all his dating apps for me. Who will stop hooking up with random strangers for me.

I believe I'm worth it even on my worst phase.

I believe I deserve someone who is open for a heart to heart conversation. Who is never afraid to show his vulnerability to me.

May you heal from whatever you are dealing with because I know that no matter how much you pretend that life is perfect, we all have that things that we do not want to talk about.

I already exhausted myself. Please note that I am now giving up on you. I already completely lose myself in the processing of trying. I'm now restarting and reprogramming my life.

I'm better off without you.

I just realized that I'm chasing the wrong things in life.