Insomniac

Well, as an overthinker who suffers from depression and anxiety, me being awake for the last 26 hours should sound unfamiliar.

Honestly, I don't know what is keeping awake; is it from thinking a lot or worrying about thing that are probably never going to happen.

I'm kind of used to this actually, just wasting time doing nothing. Constantly reflecting on my traumatic childhood, the neglect, the emotional abuse, manipulation ... etc.

As hard as I try to forget all of that something has to remind in someway. I see glimpse of my past in my dreams whenever I sleep, or someone asks me if there is something wrong with me. It haunts me, my past, wherever I am and whatever I'm doing. It just won't leave my mind. And that/s how ladies and gentlemen. I became an insomniac.