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i had a nice body. i was at a good healthy weight. i had curves. thick thighs. small waist. ever since i got with my LONG DISTANCE boyfriend, i started to gain weight. i began losing my “perfect body”. i started hating how i looked, and because i was in a long distance relationship... i took that as an advantage. i tried editing my pictures a little bit. to make me look how i did. my long distance boyfriend believed it, he always called me perfect. and every time he did, i felt guilty. the more he complimented me, i knew i couldn’t go back. i knew i couldn’t show him how my body really looked. i planned on working out and losing the weight during the time we are doing long distance, so i did not have to come clean when me and him meet. i guess i can say the weight loss is going well.
this is what had happened though, my long distance boyfriend had my parents social media accounts. everyday i was so afraid my parents would upload a picture of me. i wasn't insecure of my face, i know i have a pretty face. it was just my body. but my parents haven’t posted anything of me until few days ago and my boyfriend saw it.
he asked me if i edited my pictures. i wanted to tell him the truth. i wanted to come clean. i couldn’t keep hiding this from him anymore. but i knew if i told him the truth, he would break up with me. (he deserves better though, really. i’m a fucked up person to be deceiving someone love. and a pretty fucked up thing to be deceived by someone you love). so... i lied. i told him no, that i did not edit my pictures. he then sent me a screenshot of the picture my parents uploaded of me. and that was me... how i really looked... then he said that he couldn’t believe that i said no if there was a picture of me that looked like that. i just said that it was the camera or how my parents uploaded it and it might have made the picture look weird. he replied saying that MY other pictures that i’ve sent him look edited though. i just denied it. that went on for a bit.
afterwards, he apologized. i don’t know why he did though. i was the one who needed to apologize. more had happened but i just want to say that me and him almost broke up last night.
we both went to bed. i've been awake for hours, i don’t think i can go back to sleep. i guess’s I'm waiting for him to message me. i hope we are okay when he wakes up.
i don’t know what to do...
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if he really loved you, your weight shouldn't be a problem. Yes, you lied. But he should understand you're clearly trying to deny it out of being insucure. Now that he knows the truth, apologize for lieing, open up as to why, and if he dosent understand...He dosnet deserve you bby. Find someone who loves you for YOU
ReplyWhy don’t you have an honest conversation with him? If he truly loves you then your weight shouldn't matter to him ans he will definitely try to understand you ... also you are working out and trying to make changes so that is a good thing ... don't try to base your relationship on lies because then he won't ever be able to trust you anymore ... so tell him the truth and why you did it as well ... if he accepts it then that's good and if he doesn't then it's still fine you only need yourself
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