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Mr.I Raised Myself,
I'm sorry if I ever bothered you. Why I'm so apologetic? I was raised this way. That's why I write "don't be mad at me" kind of begging for you to don't give up on me. I'm scared you might get pissed off and call it quits. I don't want to lose you. That's why I always say sorry and try to make things better. I simply don't know when to stop? Unless you tell me to be gone, forever and I'll do... Against my will. During this timespan I might disappear, you won't see me or hear from me. I'll just pray to don't fall into a depressive state, 'cause I don't really feel like ending my life if it gets worse.
I didn't want you to see this screwed up side of me. I hate myself to the core for being overprotected by my parents, mostly my mother. I wish I was like you. Our family structure are very different, it clashes. But please, don't think I'm perfect or something like that... I'm not. I'm very flawed. I'm ashamed of this. I just wanted to talk and tell you what's going on. All the pressure I endure, a mom that asks way too much including intimate things. I was cornered. I cannot lie to her. If I do, I'm just like my father, I'm her worst enemy... And this hurts.
I wish you could understand this.
I wish this didn't affect us.
Yours,
Ms. Caged Maiden.
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