Untitled rant

What the f did I do to deserve this? Ies like somedays your parents do nothing but bring you grief and cause you misery. Ok its like this.

1. I didn't get to sleep til like 5am ok

Next thing I hear is mom fussing telling dad "you're not driving that car" because BIG SURPRISE they're out of cigarettes , him being in a combative drunk drugged state goes yes I am im ok. I quickly jump up to take the keys.

Ok I thought these people had cigarettes they caused me to get really angry because what he had in his drunken stupor during the night he got things wet on his table.

Ok mom won't answer my questions she asks before I can even partly get awake not comprehending or can't go out in my pajamas. She asks me if I'll go to the car. Then condescendingly goes I'll do it after asking me. I get shit lip from dad saying don't complain WHEN HES THE ONE FUSSING FIGHTING WITH MOM WHO WOKE ME AND HAS PROBABLY SLEPT A LOT OF HOURS IN 4 DAYS FROM BEING DRUGGED UP DRUNK. AND HAS AUDACITY TO TELL ME TO "NOT COMPLAIN WHEN VIVE HAD 2 HOURS SLEEP WOKE UP BY HIS IDIOCY IM REALLY FUCKING PISSED. Mom didn't have to be condescending OVER STUPID CIGARETTES. They're bad for that ask you to do something immediately and if you don't they're like I'll do it. Especially when you know she/or him won't or isn't gonna that all the more pissed me off. I'VE TWO HOURS SLEEP PEOPLE CAN U NOT COMPREHEND THAT? dad spilled water or soda all over his last night. Mom had to freak out on me instead of ask in the right manner and every time they texted mom all dad would do is bitch. DON'T YOU FUCKING TELL ME NOT TO COMPLAIN YOU IGNORANT DRUNK ASS FUCKIN TODDLER. I mean im damned if I do or don't before I even have a chance to attempt to wake up. Over a fuckin cigarette I can't believe mom actedll like that. Yes she walks on a cane but she could have went to the car had she wanted instead of being condescending to me. She does all the time to drive somewhere. Just slowly. What's the difference? Don't ask me to do something and immediately expect it done when IM NLT FULLY AWAKE OR EVEN HAD TIME TO PUT CLOTHES ON YOU FUCKING MENTAL TOXIC ASS PEOPLE

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give me a break universe please

Oh and the lawnmowers of the complex have started going. Its Tuesday. Normally they do Mondays. That's 0 chance of going back to sleep fml. Why fucking me I m a good person that just gets shit on. Im sorry but im not don't rudely wake me up then gaslight n be condescending to me. Mom could have went to the car to check for their precious cigarettes if she really wanted to. Don't ask me to out there to check the car for cigarettes like its life or death then condescendingly say "I'll go do it" in a shitty sour way. Lord help me. Im still angry. Your drunks are getting to be too much dad. If not woke him up with 2 hours sleep he'd be all to hell too. He generally acts all miserable coming down off drugs anyway. I just didn't need this crap so early in the morning dad in the bathroom talking loud voiced to a complaining mom him being not totally here I guess unaware of the shit he's put us through LIKE ALWAYS. Can you blame me for being angry? Itd be like kicking dad in the nuts him asleep that's the kind of angry I am. Why am I always getting their bullshit and misery for? And I suppose mom is going crazy a bit because she's fed up of dads long lasting drunk. This is beyond bullshit. Im sorry for responding to Mom how I did but they didn't have to our me thru that. Drunky in there refuses to sober up. And could be the reason because of his idiocy we lose this place because its gotta be inspected while he's in there making messes like a baby in a high chair. He really needs a good face punch. Id leave if I could. Sigh its really fucking monotonous. Don't tell me not to complain I've been watching and checking on your drunk ass for days while you've been unconscious out of it and that basically invalidates my good behavior and intentions. That's the thanks I get for it. But its toxic behavior and bullshit that I have very low tolerance for. That's why he should be left out in the cold again. Mom I don't get why she puts up with his abusive behavior. I hope y'all are happy for adding misery to my life. If it were you you'd both feel the same. They or mom expects too much of me sometimes. Then she freaks out abouther to internet not loading. So I have to attempt to fix her erroneous TV despite allof what i was put through. They make the most miniscule things into a mountain of drama when its not necessary AT ALL 😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠. GREAT JUST GREAT WHAT A LOVELY WAY TO START A NEW DAY😔

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