My Unsent Letter

I've been missing you a lot. I know that I could simply reach out to you by just coming by your restaurant to see you again. And you would treat me like I never left for four weeks in the first place. But to be honest I'm tired of being obsessed with you. I'm tired of those feelings i have for you. I know you don't like me, love me, or care for me at all. You made that clear when I texted you last week to ask if you wanted to do something after work, and you completely ignored my text. It's hard for me to get over you because a month ago i really thought we had a connection especially when we shared that night inside your car, talking for hours. I don't understand how a person can go from being so lovely, and understanding to a cold, person who completely acts like I never existed in the first place. I truly hope I will someday get over you and think back about all those days I've spend thinking about you. And realize it was really a waste of my time.