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You haven't done anything wrong, but I'm still hurting. We've known each other for a year now, and it's been an emotional rollercoaster. I still haven't gotten over you, even though I wish I could. It's been four weeks since I last saw you, and I think about you every day. I dream about you and can't help but search for your face in crowded places. It's making me obsessive, which is new for me. You've ignored my messages, and I don't stop by your work anymore because it's just awkward to sit there and watch you.
I know I've made some mistakes, but I feel like if I shared them with you, you wouldn't mind because you don't have the same feelings for me. I really want to forget about you, but it's so difficult. In my head, I've built up this idealized version of you, even though deep down I know the reality is different. I hope that one day I can finally let you go.
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