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I don’t know what to do
1 month ago · 1
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I am a Student and I will finish my masters in another month or two.Then I have to do a course before applying for jobs, for that I have to go to another state cause there is no good institute in my state.
But I have never gone to another state and I'm am not proficient in English nor the language of that state.I am also an introvert. So to live in a different state alone without knowing anyone is really hard for me.So I take about that with my two close friends who are also in same department as me but in a different college.
Then they say don’t worry we are also planing to go to State “A” after 2 month we can go together.Then I gain confidence that I can manage staying there with them.
We had that conversation before 1 month.
Then I inform my parents about it, and they agreed.I am also happy and planning to go.
But now after 1 month one day my parents said that your uncle who is staying in State “B” is suggesting that you should go to State “B”. There he will help you find a good institute and hostel to stay and We can also feel relieved that he is there so that he can help you if necessary.
But I refuse them saying that I want to go with my friends I don’t said anything about my fears and discomforts.How I always struggle to make new friends….How I am so afraid….
Then I contact my two friends and one of them receive my call and I tell them about it. Then they said so just go there we are not planning to go cause we are going to join a company for internship here.When I hear that I feel really shock and upset not because they cancel their plans but cause they don’t feel it is necessary to inform me about it.
We are always in contact with each other but they never share about this but I always share everything with them.
I didn’t said anything to them angrily or argue with them.I just said Ok.
But I feel like crying .
It’s my personality I can’t express how I feel.I always think what will the person in front of me will think and feel.
Now all my plans are gone.I don’t know what should I do now?
Now I feel lost and lonely…..I can’t share my problems with anyone…….Cause they will feel like I just making excuses……
I feel useless……and I’m afraid of everything now………
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You are not your negative thoughts tho. Try to think something good of yourself and put your focus there. Good luck <3
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