Addicted to Meth and Porn

You will have to try to focus on the way you feel in the afterwards. Focus on the fleeting crushing feeling after you’ve done meth, knowing the average normal person hates you and thinks you’re the lowest of dirt. Think about how dirty you feel after having watched porn with its empty dark feeling, nowhere near how good you feel having sex with someone pure in an acceptable and appropriate non-judgmental way. We can all cry all we want, that some people are judgmental, and have no business judging others, but that means nothing when you’re trying yourself to not judge yourself harshly. If you feel badly, you have to change and do what makes YOU feel good. If you’re spiritual, get in touch with it. Find a mentor living or dead who’s gone through what you have and soak up their experience so that their wins can help you win. Don’t try to fight alone, you will lose. We are all meant to help one another and help survive and be inventive and grow and replenish our world. There is no reason for anyone to feel alone because as long as there are any living breathing beings here on earth, you are not alone really. Stop letting some elements that have been thrown together rule you—a living breathing human being. The fact is, a human being is a remarkable thing, some shifty little meth or porn is not remarkable, it’s dust matter thrown together, it’s nothing really.