I love you

I miss you so much, everyday I think of you and daydream about us together. I wonder if you still wear my ring, if you think of me, remember the beautiful times we spent together. The Legos we built. I hope you kept all my gifts too.

I did.

I remember the time you gifted me a black rose. It felt like some kind of foreshadowing at what was about to happen 8 days later.

I never felt that way with anyone else I loved that deeply.

You're a star.

Maybe I'm unlovable, maybe you're incapable of loving. I miss being in your home, cuddling, hugging. That's all I needed.

I prayed to the moon everyday it would work out.

Til this day I wait for my prayers to happen.