Can I Control Myself

i have the opportunity to ‘tell more’ or ‘change my story’ to these police officers who have been studying what they see as red flags and i’ve had the privilege of seeing these things up close and personal so have been visiting with them. i hope in my anger, which we all know is actually fear, i don’t take these police officers up on their offer, as that would make me a drama queen with a knife, much like these nasty people i know that i hope to never be like.