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I sometimes wonder how people have suicidal thoughts . What is it like to feel suicidal ? Does it feel like you're on a cliff ready to give up?
Now after several years I think about those thoughts and wonder what changed in these years ?
Have I changed or is this world is becoming cruel these days?
What led to my suicidal thoughts ? Why am I feeling like this ?
So the backstory ....
My coaching centre contacted my mom to discuss something.
I don't know how and when I picked the habit of lying .
After every test I lie about my marks by telling them the wrong marks .
I am a very under confident person .
I don't want to see that disappointed look on my parents face . Now that my mom has decided to go and talk to teachers i believe this is the end .I have broken their trust , wasted their money.
My mental health was starting to improve but now yeah back to square one I guess.
Now I am worrying about it a lot .
Thanking you for reading this .
Hakunamata
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ReplyBro don't give up ... Just now promise and swear whatever happens you won't lie from now.. Self realization is much more imp
Cheer yourself up
Hakunamatata
ReplyHow should I confess then ?
I am too afraid .
ReplyThere's way more life beyond school. Admit that you lied and stop lying. it'll be ok. That's not the end of the world. You did your best right? That's all that counts. Apologize to your mom try to do better. Hang in there.
ReplyHow should I admit ? I am too scared . Can't see that disappointed look on her face
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