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i cant do this anymore (please read and comment with encouraging words if possible)
7 years ago · 4 · I need advice, +2
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i cant do this. i don't even want to be alive. it seems like i cant do anything right or make anyone happy. my dad is stressed out, my mom is way beyond stressed out, my sister needs someone to constantly be there for her the role that im currently playing, my boyfriend has started acting like a 6 year old and just being difficult to everyone, i am pretty sure that my most recent ex still has feelings for me i mean he still flirts with me like every chance he gets, my grandpa on one side of my family is in the hospital again for the second time in like a month and a half, my other grandpa has unhealthy habits, school is not going great, my asthma is getting worse, my knee that i have dislocated 8 times doesn't feel the greatest, and the other knee is getting weak, the one guy that i can vent to is probably moving like 3 hours away and he is a guy and i am a girl so there is no doing the sleep over thing but i can spend the night with his sister because i really am his sisters friend too i am not just using her to get to him, anyway sports are really hard especially with my knees acting up, oh and every person that i am good friends have expectations that they hold me accountable to. and to make it worse i feel like i am letting everyone down with the fact that i just cant be the really smart person who is positive and happy and stuff like that. some days it feels like i have to be superwoman. and i have this empty feeling in me and when i am working with/taking care of children i feel better. i don't know what it is but i am close to running away and getting married then getting pregnant or suicide. i just wish that there wasn't so much riding on my shoulders. i know i know i just need to suck it up and deal with it and push through life because i am not allowed to be a wimp or be weak or anything but strong and capable of whatever life throws at me. i have heard it all before from both of my parents. and i just don't know what to do. if anyone has any advice or encouragement it will be tremendously appreciated. i know that this is bad but i am beginning to think that i have two options 1 suicide then i can get out of this life or 2 live miserably and push through life and pray that i die real soon. please comment with anything that you think might help even a little. thanks for reading
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ReplyHi! Life is super hard sometimes, most times! You have tons on your plate so do NOT feel like you need to have it all together. It's ok to not be ok, it's ok to cry, it's ok to just let it all out. I am here for you to talk, to support you, to help you through. You are worth it :) What do you need most?
ReplyListen. Gonna be a little harsh here but life is hard. Like really hard. And sometimes, it doesn't get better. BUT, you have to pull it together. Do whatever it feels like to feel better. Cry, find a hobby, new friends, start over with life. But do NOT attempt to commit sucide. I don't know who you are and you don't know me but trust me when I say it is not worth it. I understand death is tempting but cutting your wrist, choking yourself and jumping off a bridge into freezing water hurts. I've been there and done it. The best thing I believe you can do right now is let go of a few things that are holding you down. Just relax, let go of everything and let it all out.Everything's gonna be alright. Fate has wierd ways dealing with people like you and me.
ReplyI'm going to get strait to the point. I don't understand what you are going through, and I doubt I ever will. I'm not going to pretend I understand. But I am going to tell you something that you need to understand. You are strong. I can't even imagine what you are going through, but it seems very very tough. Your parents are wrong, you aren't being a wimp. You're doing your very best, and that's all you can do! Please try to keep fighting! You are a fighter, and you are strong! Please stay. I may be a random stranger online, but I hope you listen to my words. "At the end of the day, all you need is hope and strength. Hope that it will get better, and strength to hold on until it does." -Jazmin Whitmore
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