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It all starts with behavior, your attitude towards things, they all say so. but what about the things you don't wanna do and you are forcefully dragged into them and then asked to be done them honestly? i was six or seven when i drew my first sketch. it was a curled hair doll on my cousins shirt, i found it easy and made it like anyone could and ran towards my dad. He was all shocked and treated me like it was something out of this world and if no one could make it. He praised me enough to decide what i was going to do in near future. i decided to become a painter. When it came to majors, he was the same person saying you should study something that can give you a noble name in society. Look around? everyone is becoming doctor and engineer what you will do doing paintings and sketching? You can choose it as a part-time. Now tell me your interest? What on earth i am going to do now? i was totally scammed like what on earth? i felt like my emotions were raped and i went on to try entry test for engineering university and totally out of interest i failed. He did not give up on me and made me repeat it. i failed again. It was like another scam is prepared. i had to choose between two subjects for my B.S.C(Hons) Bio-tech or Physics. i was choosing physics when my dad interrupted again to tell that you should try bio-tech, i felt like a looser. He had done so much for me like things screwed me and i chose bio-tech. Here is when crap started, Biology! i flanked in majors and started to hide it. i hid until today and i am totally screwed. There is so much burden on my soul that i can not even breath. Every 30 seconds i get panic attacks and i feel like dying. i want to run away. But how can i escape this world as i gotta know that this soul and this body is not mine either. i can not even tell that i am hurt! i can not suicide please someone help me to escape from this home and take me away. Like anything... i will join mafia and anything but i don't want to live in people called family who are the only people isolating you and saddest thing is not getting award for it. I do fun things like photoshop but i don't feel like doing anything these days. All i think about is how to die, 230 easy ways or how to escape?
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