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Is it wrong to want affection and a relationship? I have never been attractive and no one has ever liked me romantically. It’s hard because everyone in my life has someone, even a platonic friend that they are really close with. I don’t have any siblings, no close friends only acquaintances, no adults. I feel really alone and when I see couples or best friends or even just friends I get really sad. Because life is really hard and I have no one to share it with. It feels as though I’ll never find someone who is interested in me. But especially in a romantic way. I really feel alone, even in the movies and the books the characters who don’t have anyone have someone and they end up finding someone. Even though it’s for the plot it still happens. But life is not the same as a movie or a book. No matter how much I try to stay positive and happy feeling alone it doesn’t change the fact that we all need someone. Years and years of just being passed over, you’re not bad you’re not great. You’re not even ordinary you’re just invisible. That’s how I have felt since I was a kid. I was and still am stuck inside my head. I don’t know how to get out. I’m genuinely happy for others but one can’t help but think “when is it my turn?” I’m sick and tired of being forced to live for nobody but myself. Like I hate myself. I have no one to share that with. With that in mind I’m writing this so that at least strangers (if anyone bothers to read this) will know why I left. It’s too cruel, life is. It shoves sharp daggers every twist and turn and you’re expected survive it, even more than that live it to the fullest and celebrate it. Otherwise you’re weak. Well, I guess I’m weak. Whoever’s reading this I hope you know it’s not you, it’s the world. It’s the universe they are the ones you should blame the most. It’s because of them I’m alive right now and no matter how much I pray they won’t kill me themselves so I guess I have to do it myself. Like I said I never get the easy option out. It’s gotten to be too much too quickly. I can’t do this anymore so I’m leaving.
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nooo u don't have to kill urself.Everyone's gonna grieve man cmon don't give them the satisfaction of reaction.I'm there for you and i love you,were strangers but I can just advice you,nobody is anyone's in this life,sometimes our parents too.Just let it be,feel the pain and cry till ur satisfied ,don't kill urself for them,they'll be happy but ull regret,never do that please...I couldn't save him but I'm hoping to save u,I have the chance of saving u by advicing u,but I didn't have the chance to save him and ya I lost him ...I fucking don't wanna loose the chance to save someone,I hope I'm not late for this,we dont have the guts to kill ourselves,lets think practical and love ourselves.
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