Rant mean

I truly think in the hypothetical case that I have a child, they would be so ashamed of their father. But I already accepted my fate. I think there’s no possible way that I would ever succeed in life. One of my biggest problems is that people seem to be moving on in life while I’m stuck and going nowhere. Today, I chatted and someone said “I don’t wanna die a virgin” and that made me feel terrible. Other person posted pics of their girlfriend giving him a foot job and yeah… those places are so toxic man; every day I convince myself more that chatting is even worse than social media, or on par. People say things that make me feel real bad about myself… and they all know how to start a conversation, and I probably say one or two things in the span of 1 or 2 minutes, sometimes spending several minutes silent and only reading what they type on these chats. Sorry, didn’t mean to turn this into some sort of chat room rant when I was talking about how unsuccessful I am gonna be and die. I guess I wish people would stop getting their frustrations out on chat rooms on other people… like you probably don’t understand. If you hate social media, chatting has all the elements of social media commentary and opinion wise, but with just the comment section and the constant bullying on other people, without the actual post. Luckily, as people chat, the chat logs get forgotten never to be seen again; unless someone screenshots something someone or you said. I am sick and tired of the hate in the world… but I know that I can’t do anything about it. Sometimes I just want a place to hang out and people are nonstop throwing punches at each other. The world is mean. I don’t know what to do with this seemingly unstoppable force that is bullying. Because obviously the biggest female stars want a bad boy to be their partner… it’s almost like mean or bad people are more lovable for some reason… and all good will hearted people are weaklings and nobody wants to be with them. Sincerely, I am sick of this world. There is no place for good people for the world is meant to be mean.