I feel like I want to die

It's been a few month and I feeling so stressed out, I feel like I haven't achieved everything for the past 3 years. I have a job but I don't enjoy it, I take a business major but I haven't finished it, and I have to pay a lot of debt. I want to cry whenever I have to pay my debt because I know the day I got paid I got nothing anymore. I want to try looking for a side job so I can paid my debt and also making mum happy. I've ben thinking about die, like I really want to stop thinking, I want to shut the voice in my head, I want to rest. But then I remember my mum, she is my strength and my happiness. I know how much her heart is break if I was gone, please pray for me, please pray for me so God can give me peace and strength.