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i so badly wanna die multiple times a week, i cant vent to anybody in real life and anytime i say this stuff online especially to something used to look up things all i see is "get immediate help" "tell someone close about this issue so they can understand" who, and how would i possibly get help? therapy doesnt work for me at least the normal kind, i cant vent to anyone because they wont understand i got called dramatic once by one of my family members for saying i wanted to sleep forever and not wake up again, only my online bff i can vent to and we usually get into a sort of argument/mental breakdown thing (kind of both) and its probably my fault anyway
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I understand. I am, or was, the same. I got better on my own, got rid of the thoughts. But it's still a part of me.
I wish I can say it gets better, but I don't know that. What I do know is that, for me at least, it helps to enjoy that smallest things that you have. It doesn't matter what it is. If you can feel slight joy from it, enjoy that. If you don't have something like that, then I can try giving suggestions.
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ReplyThey probably mean to talk to a counselor or call a crisis center if you're feeling suicidal. Why is it you want to die multiple times a week for?
Sometimes you just have to try to make the best of your situations if you have nobody to talk with which I know isnt always easy. Writing about things helps. Listening to music helps with your stress. Maybe try going to a church. The people, prayer is usually uplifting. I dont know what your dealing with but I hope things get better for you. Your feelings matter as much as anyone elses.
Replyi want to die just because i feel like a disapointment to my friends and everybody in my life, i have frequent mental breakdowns infront of my bff and we end up arguing (were arguing as im making this comment, i hope it stops soon :(), im feeling suicidal pretty much every day now seemingly for at least a hour, i dont really like writing but i like music and im listening to some upbeat video game music rn despite im still crying behind my laptop, im not religious so im probably not going to church at all (i tried before, i dont like christan church personally but others can like it). thanks for the support though ill probably calm down within 2 hours then ill have another mental breakdown
ReplyYou can only die once.
ReplySounds really awful, with my limited knowledge i would suggest you explore other types of therapy, there's a lot and one could fit your needs, and you probably need a safety net or a community who supports you, like a friend group, family or others. There's people out there who will get it.
ReplyTurn to God and ask Him to help you.
Replyi dont want to do religion sorry, im just not religious and more spiritual, im already doing 1 card tarot readings on myself every day because im desperate to get my previous friend who ghosted me back, im mainly following the cards advice (with boundaries, and sometimes i cant follow the advice)
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