exasperated

exasperated with all that's been going on in the world. i am scared of a world war 3 i said it. 18 hours is when you know my life could go to shit in that time span. sometimes i just want one person to tell me "you did good this week". is it too much to ask? anyways, i hope everyone here is having a good day/life because i swear sometimes my mind/life goes to shit in the snap of a finger. i don't really like when i have a place like novni and i'm afraid of complaining or making posts just because i fear that i'm gonna make it worse... i like the idea of making posts for whatever reason if it's to complain about the issues of the website itself. please, please don't take it personal or think that i'm talking about you. even though i might, but i don't want people to think that. everyone misunderstands so much lately and is so touchy, the latter myself included, and whatever man... i'm just complaining for my mental health. this website's moderation seems weak as of late. also it's like nobody likes me anymore and they think i'm some psychopatic person. people take everything at heart, i can't cope. i am not feeling very good. gotta get away from conflict but you gotta understand that i have a need of amending things or make it right.