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I am the oldest child in my family, having a younger brother and sister, who are both very energetic and........ I should say rude. For the past 4 no 5 years I've been having thoughts about ending it all, and all my siblings do is enhance it. Sometimes I even have to stop myself from having the urge to slash at them with a knife. They only ever care about themselves, and never others. Even family. I hide away in my room crying non-stop for hours. Head ringing, heart beating, throat closing. It feels like I'm slowly dying, and I don't know what to do. Every time I try and blame them, but my own conscience blames myself. Calling me things I didn't know I was. Now I try to get along but it only gets worse. I might soon actually end it all.
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