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I actually feel really crappy right now. Do you know what is like to feel derealized in life? Not being able to do anything to fix your mental health that is crying so desperately. Do you know what is like to feel the need to put on noise-cancelling headphones to silence the noise in my mind? And being permanently connected to the screen, ceaselessly searching for a place where you belong… Having to cover yourself under your blankets while writing this and enduring this shitty weather. People start finding a problem in you, they start acting like suddenly it’s all your fault. I’m in one of those states in life where I feel like I’m never going to be fine again… even if it’s gonna be, I know the game that life is playing with me. That feeling of becoming numb; you hear nothing, sporadically some words come out of your mouth and you start talking to yourself, trying to find some sense of peace and mental connection, self awareness. Just helpless, numb. I can’t do anything to save my life/mental health.
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I been at the point where i wasnt even part of reality anymore. I thought i passed away during psychosis and still wonder sometimes. You gotta do things that make you happy. Try new hobbies.
ReplyI'm not OP but tell me about the psychosis if you want. I feel so disassociated because I got nothing going on except stomach issues that flare up every so often.
Replybelonging is weird, I've been so outside for so long that I think I don't want to belong to anything. well I need to find a home where I can belong to and I'd love to have a girlfriend. do you belong to your home? when you say derealized do you mean "disassociated" cause I have that problem. I think you can fix yourself, what's the most important thing you gotta work on or want?
Replyim so sorry I promise it will get better. Stay strong. Youll make it through. Youve made it so far and look ppl they look for faults , you're not the problem they are
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