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How did I get to this point in my life? I don't know. I don't remember. It took me less than a year to shut up.. and now it's so hard to open up again. I have memories. But they feel like memories of someone else. They feel like something I watched in a movie.
I'm just.. here. I'm here, too pathetic to know what it means to try and too much of a coward to risk anything. I'm just here, clinging onto this ledge because I don't want to reach rock bottom, but I'm too scared to move. And I don't know what I'm scared of.
These memories of the past, these memories that I can't remember.. will there come a day when I feel joy instead of sadness when I think of them?
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Hmm.. so you find yourself stuck between wanting to move forward and being afraid to do so. You don’t have to have everything figured out immediately. Sometimes, simply allowing yourself to sit with these feelings without judgment can be a step towards healing. It might help you calm down your stress a bit if you talk to someone who close to you about this—like a friend or family. It's okay to take a small steps, you can also trying to relief your frustration by doing activities like journaling about your experiences or setting small manageable goals.
And yes, over time, there can be moments when memories bring joy rather than sadness. Healing often giving yourself the time and space to work through your feelings, and I'm rooting for you anytime to get through this even though we might just a stranger.
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