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I admit what everyone was trying to tell me, maybe I am still holding on. I'm so used to you that it's hard to want you to be with someone else. But I wouldn't give up my relationship with her for anything. When I saw you walking with your crush today, I actually thought you two would be good together. That's called moving on. And I did it. And it was hard. Not because I still love you, it was hard to move on because I held on to the happy thrill of a mutual crush. And I blocked out all of the memories of how stupid you were. But I'm glad you were stupid. Because I met the girl I love now.
Yeah, she's not perfect, but at least she doesn't crumble under peer pressure. And I want to see you happy. Because, like it or not, I still think you're great to me. You drifted away, and maybe I did too. But I want to be your friend again. But not in a crush way. And hey, it all worked out didn't it? Everything is perfect (for the most part) except the remnants of what happened 3 months ago.
The only thing we've exchanged are glances from across the room since then. But I want more. I want to be your best friend again. I want to laugh until I can't breathe with you again. I want to spend all day running around town with our friends again. And you know what? Starting today I'm talking to you. That's my decree. It's funny we drifted apart just because of that. Dating politics suck. We don't have to talk about what happened, because I can see you're still avoiding it. I wish I could say this to your face, but you would have run away. Like I did. Remember that? That changed the trajectory of the entire school year. I don't know what you were going to say, but I wish I stayed to hear.
That was at the band concert. Two band kids with a complicated history. A trumpet player and saxophone player drifted apart. That's what we are, huh? No. That's not all. The worst part is that now we have our marching band performance together. So we're going to be together shoulder-to-shoulder for the next three days. I will start talking to you sometime in that time. I cross my heart.
I hope Eytan hasn't told you that I know yet. I accidentally slipped EVERYTHING to him. And I mean EVERYTHING. I'm so sorry. I told him not to mention it to anyone but Eytan is- well... Eytan. He already told my entire flex class. I hope he doesn't get to you by Friday, because we have to talk at that band party.
Just listen to me. Please?
Bye, Grape.
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