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Call me this, please. I'm just a face in the crowd who has nothing to stand out. I can't say my achievements are something to be celebrated. Meet me, I've been raised as a sheltered child thanks to a traumatized and overprotective mother plus an alcoholic aggressive father. I'm just a sad girl who never figured out how to live in my own terms. Always treated like my words doesn't matter. No aspirations. Nothing at all. Oh, I'd be bitter to the grave if I end up dying like this. Then I'll have to wait at Purgatory, hoping that somebody's prayers will help me.
Look at these people who are younger than me, not 10 years age gap just five or less. Moving out from their parents house, working at weekends, a packed routine. I congratulate them in silence and resent myself, my life. I didn't see my parents happy for me when I got a job. My mother treated it like trash because isn't a high paying one. Money is all she cares about, all my life she said my father is the greedy one. If I ever move out at my current age it will be just a good riddance, you took too long to do it my dear. Hey, I don't deserve any praise? Or you all are going to drop your unrealistic expectations on my shoulders and say: You'd better bear this cross.
I cry because I'm so tired. Nothing seems to be enough. Therapy sometimes give a temporary mood lift, but, I think my therapist can't stand me. I have nothing else. Nothing new. That's my life. Day after day is the same situation at home. The same promises to make it better, mother and father won't fight anymore, we won't threaten divorce, mother won't emotionally blackmail you to make you stay... At this rate it doesn't matter. I'm broken to the core.
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You have a job so leave home as soon as you can.
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