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I met this dude 3 years ago. When I entered high school as a freshman I had no intention of liking anyone or looking at any dude. I really didn’t feel like I could ever like someone more than a month. My very first day of school there I saw him. I didn’t think anything of it and was just like “oh he’s cute”. As weeks went by he kept catching my attention for some reason. I started to take interest in him which is really weird for me to do. I told myself he would never go for someone like me. ( I had a mask on at this time and had a hard time being seen without it) he didn’t even know my name. So I tried to drop it but the feelings only grew? I was finally able to take off the mask, and that’s when he would kinda look my way. I still had no hope for myself. I never approached him but I would slowly started messing with him. When he finally learned my name he would call me over all the time like his friends. Still never had an actual convo. But I only knew him by what I heard. This weird feeling came over me and I wanted to know him so bad. We finally had a convo and it felt good. I don’t know I really just felt really comfortable with him. Not nervous or anything. I ended up contacting him and he asked for my snap. We texted a bit and he did flirt. I just felt so much more for him. I had no eyes on anyone else but him. Before I even knew his name. The next year he was gonna graduate and things happened so we weren’t texting anymore. (We walked to class together for a bit) when he graduated, during the summer I just couldn’t stop thinking of him. I felt so empty for some reason. I wanted answers to questions he didn’t know. I contacted him after his birthday because I felt like I had to confess what I feel instead of talking to a wall. I felt so much better doing that . We texted for 3 days and I said bye bc I couldn’t handle texting him again. I wanted to stop feeling for him. It’s been a few months since I did that. I haven’t been able to feel that way for anyone else and it’s annoying. I want that feeling again. I don’t miss him, just how I felt when I was with him. (I still care for him and wish him well) I hope one day he will be the better version of himself. I got this feeling that I would see him again later in life for some reason? It’s gone now tho. I just know I really did care for him, and I felt so much that I can’t explain in words.
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