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i dont even have freedom in my own home. everytime i wake up from sleeing the first thing i think of is i should just fucking kill myswlf. why havnt i killed myself please i just wanna die i wanna die so bad so flipping bad. i dont wanna fucking live like this i cant do anything about it all i can do is whine and complain. im such a shitty person. i should die die die again and again just die over and over again.
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I completely understand how you feel, and it's how I have felt for a long time, being at home makes me want to die, my parents constantly go through my things and I can't have even an ounce of freedom when I'm situated here. Year after year, I get put in the same situation, everyone blames everything on me, and me and my feelings are ignored. When I feel I want to die, and I just wish I was dead, nobody takes me seriously. I want to die so badly, but I can't do it to my Mum, if it weren't for her I would've been dead 8 years ago. Don't think of yourself as a bad person for feeling upset or not being able to do anything about it, you aren't a bad person, you're just going through a tough time, and that isn't your fault, please trust me because I go through the same thought process every time I feel really upset, even when I have experienced it a million times, every time I will continue to blame myself, which is what seems is your problem as well. There is nothing wrong with you for feeling this way, and please don't ever think you're alone in this :)
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