My snow baby

To my baby, your like a human to me but your a cat my cat. you'll never not be on my mind the day you leave it, I'm so overly sad knowing I couldn't do more before everything happened I wanted to see you grow just like any other cat but your 2 and might not make it to 5 but I'll try dam hardest to keep you with me as long as I can you mean the world to me. It was between you and your brother and I picked you because your face was so cute and it turned out you were a snowshoe cat and I fell in love knowing I named you snowy before I even knew your breed. I love you so much snowy but ik you'll never understand why I cry all the time knowing I couldn't take care of you better but I'll try now to keep you here as long as I can as long are your happy and as healthy as I can get you again, I'm sorry if I fail you, I already failed myself a while ago