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"I want to die, I feel so depressed, everyday is painful."
These are the phrases which run their course through my head on the daily, and what I hear from the majority of people in my life. Unable to think otherwise, and yet I feel these negative thoughts have already been chewed into cud from hearing it over and over again.
I'm sick of negative thoughts, but unwilling to consider the positive. Positivity seems as if it were some pipe dream full of lies. Negative thoughts irritate me, and so do positive ones.
"You're not alone" is a cheap sentence I hear on occasion. It's meaning is to mean well. Yet, I dislike the cesspool of other depressed people I become lumped with. Me and other depressed people we become an echo chamber of negativity. We complain of our pains together and living still hurts.
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