My Unsent Letter

I miss you. I miss being friends. I want to hold your hand again, I want to hold your pinky once more too. I remember how you helped me up the stairs after lunch because I was afraid of falling. My God, please come back. I have a crush on you and I know it's wrong because I have a boyfriend but it isn't my fault. You remember how mean he was to me last year and you were there to help. You were so sweet to me, as I was to you. Am I still your sweet girl? I know you like me. You aren't over me. That pin I gave you last year was on your backpack. Why'd you remove it? I was upset when I noticed, I cried to my friend about it. I don't know why I did. I shouldn't have cried. I miss you Tony. I miss our talks. Our physical touch. Our jokes. Our vulnerability. I miss everything. Please sit with me in history again.