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hollaaaa, my name is alixx. (not really)
so, in September, this guy (let's say his name is Garner) came to my school. Our school is very small - about 100 students in a school that has classes pre-k to 12th grade.
Like, the second day he was here, I already had feelings for him. And, just a week later, my best friend - who's in eleventh grade.......we'll call her Elaine - asked if i like him. It took some time to get my answer, but i told her yes eventually. Anyways, the next day at school, before dismissal, I saw her talking to Garner. Before dismissal, we have a virtuals class, which we take in the computer lab with 10th-12th grade.
Most of the time that Elaine and Garner are talking, he's looking at me and smiling. I feared that she was telling him that I like him. I busied myself with talking to my other best friend (um, let's say she's Malia.) - who's in my grade; 9th grade.
Anyways, when I got home, I asked Elaine what she told him, and she said "I was asking him why he's always looking at me. and he replied, cause shes always looking at me. and at that point you were talking to Malia and I said, right now shes not looking at you. look, Garner, i already know, I just need you to say it. and then he finally said, okay okay i like her"
So, then, for like two days, I knew he liked me and he didnt know i like him and I felt like that wasnt fair so i asked Elaine to tell him for me. and then for a whole two weeks, i knew he liked me, but he didnt know i knew. and he thought that i didnt know that he knew i liked him.
and during one of our 21 question games, via messenger, he asked if i liked him. after ten minutes i finally said yes and he said he likes me too.
and then it was good. everything was great. besides...one thing.
he likes this other girl. he's always commenting cute yet cringey stuff on whatever she posts. everytime she posts about wanting a boyfriend, he would say something like "im right here" or whatever. basically, she's playing with his feelings. and he's pining after her.
but besides that, everything was PERFECTLY fine. up until wednesday night, when he said IN A GROUP CHAT that he didnt like me anymore. i thought he did it to intentionally hurt me. maybe he did. so i messaged Elaine and i told her how i felt like he did it because he knew it'd hurt me. (btw she was in the group chat) and she said shell ask him.
she didnt get an answer from him that night, and i was still anxious and hurting a lot. i cried all of that night. i cried my self to sleep and i had a break down thursday morning in class. he came to me with tissues and he asked me if i was alright. (usually when i cry he just texts me later and asks why i cried). he also helped me with my books. he packed my books into my bag. he carried my literature book for me even though i insisted that id do it.
and a lot of the time, when i looked up from where i was, i saw him looking at me and, occasionally, he'd smile at me. and that night when i got home, Elaine sent me a picture of her conversation with him. this is basically how it went:
elaine: hey.
garner: sup.
elaine: question about alixx.
g: yea?
e: you would never hurt her intentionally, would you?
g: no. i care for her too much
e: in which way, exactly?
g: i dont know, honestly. i just do.
and i was just soo happy about that. but since then, it just...it doesnt seem like he doesnt like me anymore. and im not being egotistical in any way like "oh of course he's not over me." no. its not that. its just the way hes been acting, it seems like he still likes me. and maybe more than before? i dont know.
does he like me or not, from what you can tell? or does he just really care for me...in a friend way?
please help. :)
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