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It was the 12th of June. My summer class is about to start. Riding from home to university, I received a text. Unknown number. I replied to ask who the person is. S/he replied that I don't need to know, s/he just needs someone to talk to. We texted each other in wee hours of the night. He knew about me and I knew things about him. A month has passed and we realized we are falling for each other. We agreed to meet on the 12th of June, planned our lives together til we die. Things changed as we became curious of each other and our relationship is struggling. We set to meet on September. September came, he did not show up. He did not show up because it was the time that I am in a dire emotional issue. On the last week of October, he has not contacted me for few days. I was so anxious. Was he cheating on me? he doesn't have time for me now? I cheated. I was not caught but I told it to him because I really am feeling guilty. We fought that night. He gave me another chance. I really am grateful for that but I am more and more confused of my feelings for him. Do I really love him? Is he really the one? Am I still happy? I told him about how I feel. Things change since that dreadful act I did. I can feel it as all he replies to me are smiley faces. Just yesterday night, he told me that we're over. He cant forget what I did to him and he thinks he never will. I can no longer reply because he deactivated his account. If ever you are reading this, I just want to say I really really am sorry. I wish for your happiness. I just realized when you left me that I really did love you and still love you. Why does it hurt this bad? I hope you still love me too. If yes, I promise you that I will never do it again. I changed my beliefs for us to be together, I hope "a cheater is always a cheater" will change too. Let's have a fresh start. I'll love you better than before. If not, then thank you for being a lesson in my life. Thank you for the times that you stayed when everyone already left. Thank you for loving me. I hope you meet the right person for you. I'll keep my promise. I believe time will heal. Til then my dear. I love you. Do your best in everything you are doing now.
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