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Honestly, I have been through so much that it would take me days to write it all out so I'll try and make it brief. Lost mom at 17, married at 18, divorced at 23, went through a dui and addiction with cocaine, moved away to the grandparents to get away from it all , found my bio dad, moved in and found a job in his city.
Sounds like I went from bad to good..got sober..found a great job, met my bio dad after 23 years but, I honestly am not happy. When I say not happy I mean not happy within myself (if that makes any sense). I have all of these great things going for me but yet I feel empty, bored,regretful and, depressed. Ever since I moved here all I do is work, drink and home. I have gained about 30 pounds and I know it's only going to escalate...I wake up unhappy, I sleep unhappy and I don't know what to do. Weight isn't the only thing, I Honestly just feel drained physically and mentally all the time. I use to be so happy and free spirited, no care in the world what other people thought and just walked around with brightness and positivity that carried on to others. Now, idk who I am or what I want or how to get it. Anyway, just thought I'd express how I am feeling. Feels nice to just write it out.
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HiI read your story and it seems to me you're feeling a lot of pain. It must have been really hard going trough al the things you described. I hope you can find more peace with your life.
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