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Okay, so this is a story I've kept in for about a month. Let me give you the backstory: I was dating this girl online on IMVU (Cheesy, I know but I'll get onto WHY later.) Now, (this is 10 months BEFORE the main reason i'm writing this.) I had just made this new account because I wanted a fresh start (and I was purchasing credits, so I didn't want my old cringe worthy username on a account I planned to talk to people on.) I play imvu to talk to people because let's be honest here, I have six friends IRL who I can speak to, and two of those are the girls boyfriends who I can only talk to when I'm with them. I embarrass myself constantly. Anyways, that's enough of my sob story. I went into this chat room, and started talking to some people, when I get a invite from a girl. Mind you, I made a guy account because at the time, I wanted to experience what it was like because people seemed to talk to boys more willingly than to girls. Yes, I planned to tell any close friend I was indeed a girl, and I was completely ready to be shamed for it (at the time.). Back to the story, I got and invite and joined it because why not? I needed people to talk to. Another girl got invited. Now, to keep her identity a secret, even though this is anonymous and she doesn't know of it, because she would have told me as I was under stress recently, We'll call her "Destiny". Destiny was a pretty cool girl. She told me she wrote notes about friends to remember because of her "memory issues." She asked if I was okay with that, and I said yes, because I wasn't going to tell someone they can't do something to help themselves. Anyways, she was sending me screenshots of cutesy things she said about me like "James(my name I used.)- Enjoys drawing, etc." (Mind you, through this whole experience, I only ever lied about my identity, all of the stories, problems and interests were real.) However, at that time I was going through some shit. At that time, my family was constantly fighting (Not abusively, but enough to scared the timid deer I am when I'm alone and upstairs, Such as yelling, throwing keys and threats of leaving.) I also was going through something with someone who I'll call "Kyle" and I'd rather not talk about right now. Another thing, the exact cousins who I grew up with and who helped me find friends moved into their moms and weren't coming up as often, not even a hello. So, I was literally bawling while talking to her. The next day I had the unfortunate experience of meeting her "friends" We'll call em Jordan and Mandy. Jordan, like myself turned out to be a girl, but apparently that was acceptable for them, but not for me. Mandy is a little 11 year old on a 13+ "game". Enough said. On that night, we were joking around until it started to get weird. Jordan kept saying "I know who Destiny likes... ;)" eventually, I confessed I wanted to be with her. I did, but it didn't turn out right. Flash forward four to five months, I came back after a summer break because I finally got my account back after SOMEONE hacked it (she was the only person who knew my password.) I was about to confront her when i get a message about how i am a dick for trolling her. Well yes, I agree. However, she seemed so sad so I couldn't break it to her that I didn't like her like that anymore. We ended up dating for two months again. In that time she was very suicidal. I'd always joke, but the second she start to type weird, or confess she was cutting (I never had any proof but she "tried to kill herself" before I left so I wasn't asking.) Then, one night she was messaging me and said she was wondering why we never did couple stuff. I tried to fix it by being more "couple-like" and she said she had fun. She told me she was loving it. The very next day she broke up with me. She also brought in Mandy so I couldn't really say what I wanted to because how can I tell her the truth without little 11-year old screaming "SHE'S NOT HAPPY AND SHE DIDN'T TELL YOU BECAUSE SHE DIDNT WANT TO HURT UR FEELINGS, IT'S UR FUCKING FAULT FOR NOT FIXING IT OR BREAKING UP WITH HER." Yes, i got that message. It's my fault for trusting what she says and NOT ENDING THE RELATIONSHIP SHE WANTED TO LAST FOR "17 YEARS." Sorry, what. Whatever she deleted my account and even was cocky enough to say "Don't fuck with me- the victim" Was funny when I got my account back and messaged her about it. She faked suicide and now shes with a over 18 guy, I think she said he was 32. She's fourteen. Yea, shes fourteen dating a adult. I reported her messages, and I hope she gets deleted.
I know, I'm a shithead for catfishing her. I know, I deserved this. but honestly, I'm sending this to my only "friend" Josh because he hasn't answered me in two weeks. I message him when he's online, no answer. I'll probably just delete my skype and pretend I never knew how to talk to people online aside from facebook full of people posting, screenshot, sending shit I don't care about Thanks for letting me vent. 'night. (Yes, this does sound dramatic and pathetic but i don't care.)
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