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But when me and siblings were younger. THEY ABUSED US. Every single one of us. Everytime we did something wrong. Even my younger sister, who was around 3/4 years old (7 today). But no, that doesn't matter, right. Cause they NEVER apologized to us. If I said or did something wrong, while we were driving. He would hit my thigh with a fist. I used to have bruises. I was weak. But I'm 13 now. I'm going to stand up for myself.
My parents are divorced now, I guess the only way they could get along. Was when they were beating us.
My father never told my mother, to stop. Neither did my mother.
I am the person, I am today. Because of them.
Anxiety and depression is two of the things I got from them. I hyperventilate atleast once a week. Not because I'm being physically active. But because I feel like I'm being trapped, like everyone around me is going to beat me up. Like the people I love the most, are going to leave me. People can't see that on me and I sure do hide it well. Cause I'm not crazy. I always feel like someone, is following me. But I'm not crazy. I try to be free and strong. But I can't. When you've been physically and mentally hurt by someone you love.
I always care, about everyone. Even people I don't like.
My dad keeps telling me that I've changed.
But isn't that what pain does to people.
Thank you for reading my letter.
From Nicole.
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Nicole, please feel free to message me. I suffered from abuse growing up too and know all to well the long lasting effects it has. There are always people who will support you and want the best for you, your parents included.. No matter how twisted their way of showing it is. However, there is a point where enough is enough. Good luck, friend.
ReplyThanks Nick, it's nice to know that others, also know how I feel and how much it hurts. It's been hard for to open up after the abuse. I have some amazing friends, that doesn't know about this. But they keep reminding me, that they are there for me. And I still love my parents, I always see the good in them. I don't know, how they could hurt there own children. But I now know, that they just want what's best for me and my siblings.
Thanks for reading.
ReplyI hope that everything gets bettter I'm only a year older than you and iv gone through mental abuse by my parents by the fights and the way they twist stuff and i have gone through physical abuse from my stepdad but it's never been that bad if you need any help just talk to me I'll be here to help,stay close to the people who support you and love you for who you are and when you are 18 if you want you could leave them and not come back or be distant just hold on
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