Need advice...

My friends just recently forgot my birthday, as in none of them remembered, and I didn't think it would have affected me that much but it did. I'm sure I'm just being dramatic but it just hurt me more than it should have. The fact that the only people who said anything were a couple of people I've only talked to online and my family made me feel like they didn't really care, even though I know that's not true. On top of that out of the people who did tell me, I'll probably never meet them or I'll ending up being disowned by them because I'm gay and I just feel alone. I don't feel suicidal, but this feeling has never hit me like this and I just needed to put it out there somewhere.

Also,all the men in my family have irritable depression so I know I should go to the doctor and see if I do too, but the only time I'd brought it up to my parents they basically told me to get over it. Someone I met also told me they think I may have Aspergers, which isn't a bad thing to have I just don't know how to handle it if I do. On top of that, none of my friends are talking to me right now because I back out on renting a house because I know they can't afford it so now I'm here on this website pouring out my emotions instead of to one of them. I hate feeling like the only people I can actually talk or relate to are online or celebrities I find myself because obsessed with. I'm sorry if this seemed whiny or didn't make since but I just needed to get it off my chest.