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I am nineteen years old, but I have a sense on how things will turn out for me. I have basically given up hope on positive life events that will not happen.
Because I have never dated anybody, I think I will be single for the rest of my life. I would love to find the person of my dreams, but no one wants me. If I didn't have any prom dates in high school, there are clues leading to the fact that I will never find the love of my life. It sucks, but that's what I have realized.
Friendship-wise: Casual friends are fairly easy, but close friends are extremely difficult. The people I believe are my best friends are terrific, but none of them know each other. It sucks because of not having a group of friends to trust and rely on.
Another thing that I have noticed is that people do not care when something in my life goes downhill. When someone I casually know is going through a difficult time, people have so much compassion for him/her. Same thing happens to me. Nobody gives two shits. Feelings I have are that not many people care about me outside of my family.
I do have my issues, and they may be more vivid than other people's. SO WHAT? A person is a person. I may not be the happiest person, but that doesn't make me any less of a person. I wouldn't say I hate myself as of right now. However, I hate myself more than I love myself.
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Replyim 19 now, 20 next month and i have never even kissed anyone. my friends are all back home and i am so alone in london. i wish i had a nice group of friends here.. my flatmates used to care for me..now they only care about their new friends, our new flatmate. they hold her when she cries about her stupid boyfriend problems.no one is there to hold me when i cut myself and im bleeding everywhere. no one holds me when im screaming from all the voices in my head. no one holds me when i fail another class again and again and again.. no one cares..i hate myself but when no one loves you, even from all the hate, comes a tiny tiny little shrivel of self love. that is what im holding onto.one fine day i will get through this and i will have only me to thank and ill be so proud of me. you too can and will save yourself. you dont need anyone no matter how weak and helpless and alone you feel right now
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