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I was in a relationship for 4 years and got married to him. It has been over 1.5 years now but things have changed drastically. On our wedding day my in-laws changed their attitude over petty issues like water and blankets. Especially my father in law. He had shouted and said some hurtful things. Still we got married coz my husband made me believe that he loves me. From that day on I did not speak to my in-laws nor did I go back to their house. I hardly stayed there for 20 days as we had to leave for our honeymoon and then directly went to the place where my husband works. I don't speak to them. But they have been doing some cheap things like bad mouthing about me and my family in our social circle. As time passed, my husband changed too. Initially he would listen to me. He would talk to me about this. But now he hardly behaves the same way. I am at my mom's place now. Came to attend a wedding and we haven't spoken to each other for a week now.
It was my dream to have a fairytale life and a memorable wedding. But everything got lost. I feel like going away from everyone. I feel like killing those responsible or their favourite people like my sister-in-law's child. Because my in-laws love that kid alot and I sometimes day dream about killing him. I know I won't do that. It will be cruel. I don't deserve the tears I shed or the life I am living. I too want to be happy. I too wanted a peaceful life, marriage.... Everything. I want to kill myself. I might someday.
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Hey so sometimes if you talk to your husband many things can change . express and tell him how you feel . Talk to him , talk to your inlaws no ones born bad maybe there was some misunderstanding . and what has your sister in laws son done to you . you thinking like that is very bas . Please dont think about killing becasue your life will be destroyed . if your having trouble then give him a divorce but dont give up easily . show him and tell him how much you love him and make him remeber how much he loves you . and try to maintain a relation with your inlaws . try to solve your misunderstandings
ReplyI agree with arya. Your husband does not always have to control things. However when it comes to family, he is responsible for protecting you from others. So as arya stated...youbhave to let him know where your thoughts and concerns stand. Otherwise he will not act like the protector he is supposed to be. If he cannot up for you as his spouse, then the vultures you are dealingbwill have swaying influence on your children. And this is not something you want in your home.
ReplyHey, What you said is very true. Life isn't like a fairytale. We can hope for one thing and end up getting something that's completely different sometimes even horrible. However, things do happen for a reason. God always has a plan and even though it may seem like there is no way out or there is no solution, something better is in store for us we just have to learn to be patient. Now, as far as your situation goes I've never experienced an issue like that but communication, as others have said, is key. Try to talk to your husband and let him know how you feel, try hard to get to an agreement and if this is not possible well maybe you should move on. But never, never resort to killing yourself. That is the worst possible solution there is. If you think about it, it really doesn't solve a thing and only brings more pain to those closest to you...
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