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This is about you not understanding. I get depressed and it’s hard for me, you know the fact that I can’t get out of my own bed in the morning? It’s not that I don’t want to go to school because most of the time I do. When I’m depressed I just can’t do all the things I normally choose. I don’t want to eat, I don’t want to shower, I just want to cry and be left alone for hours. In the morning I wake up I check the clock and go right back to sleep. I don’t control my body, my body controls me. This is about you not understanding. Asking me if I’m okay is never the proper thing to say. I’m obviously going to tell you I’m fine even if I’m drowning in my mind. Everything you say will make me feel worse in some type of way. You will make me anxious and nervous. This is about you not understanding. I can’t just tell you what going on in my mind. I can’t sit down and tell you the story of my life. I’m a wreck I know it, you know it, and the people at school know it. This is about you not understanding. I have issues that I can’t survive. No matter who I see, no matter who I talk to, I’m always going to want to die. This is about how you will never understand.
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i understand. i have depression. i live with it too. it's a label with a nasty stigma. that's why other people don't understand that getting out of bed is an achievement for us.the last line you wrote here "no matter who i see, no matter who i talk to, i'm always going to want to die". you are wrong. you are wrong. you are wrong becasue i understand, becasue there is people around you that care. dying won't make the pain end. it will only replace old problems with new ones. i want you to know that there is help you can get. even though the things they say to you sounds like bull shit and lies. what i'm saying right now you might think is bullshit. but from one depressed person to another... i know there is such thing as help. i get help and it does genuinely help me. give yourself a chance. you are worth happiness, worth life and love. never forget that.everything will be okay in the end... and if it's not okay... then it's not the end.stay strong my friend. i believe in you.
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