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Tonight is one of those nights. The nights when I really need someone to talk to and I realize I have no one. No one worthy, willing, or able. So, instead I drowned in my thoughts. Because, if they weren't low enough before, not being able to lift them makes them lower. Sometimes, you just wish you had that someone. Someone who would truly care and listen, who would actually be trustworthy, who could fix things at a time like this. But you don't have someone like that and that makes you believe there will never be someone like that for you. So, you just sink into that puddle that is your feelings and let the water fill your lungs. Afterall, there is no one to save you from the drowning.
I'm not usually like this. But, there are times when I just feel low. I'm sure we all do. There are times when I want to give up, take a break, and just let go. But I never do, because I'm not like that. Instead I have nights like tonight. Where all the thoughts in my head pile up and I just go numb to feeling. Times when it is better for me to step away, be alone, and let this pass on it's own. Afterall, it always does.
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