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IDKWTFTD
6 years ago · 0
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My heart is literally driving me crazy and I just wanna talk but I don't even know how to say hi anymore and whenever I try I just make myself look stupid.. I'm sorry if I got the wrong impression why do i always do this to myself I know there's a reason you always come back to me and I know everything is different now but the way I feel is still the same as the day I told you it would never change. I still remember the day we met like it was yesterday and i wish we would have known how far things would go and I wish I would have understood that things don't always stay the same but no matter how hard I try and no matter how long time goes by my feelings never do. Everytime I think I'm over you we talk and all the feelings come back.. I wish I can control it and sometimes I wish I can forget about it but I know I don't really mean it. I don't know how to act and i told you I wished you never hmu or ever hit me up again but I didn't mean that either..I just want to be the person that makes you happy.. the person you need when you feel like nothing in this world is here for you because you'll know that I will always be here for you.. Nobody is perfect but I wish you can see yourself the way that I do.. I hate seeing you upset and I hate thinking that your going to get involved with the wrong people out of loneliness the way that I have.. I guess I'm writing this hoping u see it because I don't know how to talk to you anymore and I don't really have anybody else to talk to about my real feelings either. I wish I understood what you were going through right now and I wish I can be close to you again.. I always tell myself one day it can happen and I hope it's not just a dream but most of the time I just feel stupid and annoying.. I know I'm going to regret this but your the only one who can see it and I literally have no clue what to do... I know you have so much going on right now but nobody wants to be alone forever i can't handle the thought of you settling for somebody that won't love you the same.. i hope when the time comes and you are ready you will come back to me because I will always be here for you..
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