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It all comes down to this. A sEnse of belonging. To somewhere or to someone. What happens when you constantly feel like you belong to nothing? When theRe's nothing around you and nothing interests you anymore? People around you are talking all the time but not saying anything. You feel alone. You have nothIng to looK forward to, nothing to grasp. Whenever you try again you end up even lower than you were. You try something new but you don't belong there. You belong to a time not a plAce. A time that's long gone. A time that does not exist anymore. But then, do you still exist? Yes and no. You're still there, everyone can look at you but no one can see you. You're not the same person anymore. And you don't belong to those people anymore. You belong to the memories; You once knew those people and you knew yourself. And now you don't. Seems that all those people still belong to something. But you were left behind. They are happier and you are not. You were holding them back. You never belonged to them and they did not belong to you. And now you're in war with yourself. Do you belong here? In this life? Does it even matter? Can you belong just to yourself and go on? Or does it all end here?
I've never made a single moment of anyone's life better. I have never improved any situation. I have to be alone. That way I cannot ruin any more moments. I don't' belong. Anywhere or to anyone. I cannot bring happiness to the person I love the most.
So what's the point...
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